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Be A Good Girl & Shut Up |
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Date:
Friday, May 14, 2010
Time:
6:59 AM
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okay i'm gonna revived this blog with super duper emo post. now i know what's has been making me feel so weird the past 8 months. you. and missing you,i realised that i have yet to get over you fully. Standing next to you just now made me realised everything. how you were the one i really wanted. ( This does not mean that i was playing with you. i just did not feel right and did not want to hurt you if we so happen ended up in a relationship.i'm sorry for having led you now and probably what jonathan said about me was true afterall. i know i'm starting to treat you differently but i dont trust girls anymore.) okay you can call me a jerk, but i know it takes a lot of courage to admit one mistake.(quoted from someone) Shaid once said he wished to be like me,being able to get over girls fast. Maybe his right, maybe his wrong? true is i'm a good actor, on the outside people always see me as this happy guy who has alot of friends and people going after me. But in the inside, i'm totally different, not being able to get over friends, funny thoughts running all over my mind before i sleep. Why is it so hard to get over you?why why why why why why? i do not know whether to be angry with you or what? Angry cause you walk out of me and manage to over things in a instance or happy for you cause you may have found someone better? but one thing is for sure, even though i'm not suppose to, i still like you S.L |
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