& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that ugly dimple and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am fat and overweight but I hate macs and carls junior. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am fat and overweight but I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Time:
8:55 AM
If you ever mention in your blog or if i find out who ever told you about me, i will kill him myself.
Either way i already know who that person is. Who else would wanna talk to you about me from my class?
Look,you two wanna have msn conversation, sms, call and talk go ahead. I don't really care. But just one point. Don't make me one of your freaking conversation topic.
And i know you have been talking to my friends,asking about me.
You don't have to talk to the climbers and my classmate (in general, i don't wanna name names but you know who) about me. Cos one way or another i still find out what you ask them. That's what best friends are all about. "Not including the classmate."
okay, "turns angst mood off"
let's see what my holiday is gonna be like.
30 may - 5 june i will be working.
that's 168hrs of work! ewww, and consider the fact that i sleep for 3hrs per night, that's 15hrs for the whole week! pathetic much. But the good news is i brought my two buggers (syukri & jabir)
to work. So their sort of under me:)
And the second week of holiday, most probably going genting on 8june-10 june!
To sum it off, i'm gonna screw the remaining uts i have when school reopens.
Date:
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Time:
9:23 AM
Joshua!
Looks like I'm the cause for all my friends friendship with someone else. Fuck you Joshua. You thought it was funny to open your mouth and mention that exact same word all the time. Well now you know it isn't and what you've done. You don't deserve to be called a friend. You should just stop socialising and just hide.do yourself and your friends a favour.
Joshua Justin Yeo
Date:
Friday, May 21, 2010
Time:
12:15 PM
injured
Okay go ahead laugh at me. Got a busted infraspinatus (back muscle) and left bicep. Now when I cough,my back muscle would ache up. Seriously pain. I'm just lucky that my knee is behaving itself and not misbehaving. Time check, 3.15am.why aren't I asleep. Oh cos I've been watching glee!! Hehe it's a nice show I guess.every episode has some learning point one way or another.I just hope I don't get bored of it like gossip girl:( I really did like that show!just that the plot was really getting rather obvious.
Kay gonna sleep now.
Date:
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Time:
10:52 AM
winning post
I should sleep earlier and get my ass to school on time and get a better grade.
Joshua yeo if you continue doing what your doing now, you can forget bout going year 3 okay? Ut is later and have you studied? No.why not? Cos you rather care bout a girl, msn,facebook.
What do those things do to you in return?
The girl doesn't like you(accept it), msn and facebook makes you waste time eventhough it helps you to socialize.
You better sleep now.it's 2 and I bet your gonna
-oversleep and be late for school
-still care for that girl
-use msn after you end this post.
Yours fucking sincerly,
Joshua Justin Yeo
Date:
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Time:
9:02 AM
i'm sorry to those whom i have flared up to. Especially climbers.
i get pissed off easily during this period of time so please bear with me and try not to irritate me:) TYVM!
And sorry for all the one word replies on msn/sms and being so monotone on the phone.
Give me time and i will be back to normal!
soon kay? i promise:D
oh oh!
Syuks and I MAY be joining a reality tv show on channel 5. hopefully we get selected:)
this was one of the questionnaire question.
Describe your perfect day.(Being the himbo me, I'm gonna write this)
Knowing its MONDAY!! The start of a new week with new challenges.
I"M A HAPPY GUY NOW!!!
only you know why!
Date:
Monday, May 17, 2010
Time:
8:33 AM
you bloody fool
My craving for a cig finally gave in today.I starting smoking. I'm just hoping that I do not get hook on it:( well what do you expect a person who is going through this to to?
Plus I drank during first break with an empty stomach.I swear after the last drop was in my mouth,I wanted to vomit. I was choking and stuff. But well after drinking and smoking I certainly felt better:) seriously seriously. Okay this is for all you guys who were there in school Amanda,Shiqin,wan number 1,wan number 2 , Ashraf,edzuan.
P.s. My freinds saw you going out of class and walking pass me. They called you a bastard but I scolded them.
I hope your seeing this.
let's meet up,have a chat!
I want to end this.
Yes or no?
Date:
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Time:
4:02 AM
say things only if I mean it
Like what the title says,say things only if I mean it.
Okay so I told her everything I had to.well almost. But everything I said was the truth. And if your seeing this somehow,i really meant what I said.
Will there be anyone like you? You told me to look hard. I tried.
I like you not exactly because how you look like but more of what you are.
You told me your not as good as what I think you are. But seriously?I don't
mind.
Three nice songs being played one after another.
If it's love-train
Tears in heaven-Eric Clapton
Annabel-alesana
Date:
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Time:
6:35 PM
iPhone
I hate blogging with iPhone cos it auto changes my words and my past few post has alot of errors!and worst thing,I just realise it:(
Date:
Time:
7:11 AM
just my luck
I shall start with nbcb!wat time already still ask me go down?could have at least told me a few days before right?luckily I was in my home already.otherwise how?
Anyway I shall declare myself a coward.you were right infront of me just now with my frens and instead of saying hi to you,I stood behind and asked my frens to come forward.thinking about it now,what the fuck was I doing?being scared to meet you?I can say only one thing.your the only girl that I'm scared to meet. But why should I be scared.your just her,nothing special.
BUT
i still remember the msg that you send, telling us that we should take things slowly.
i still remember the time when i didn't have anyone to eat dinner with, and you were at sengkang. But you came all the way down just to have dinner.EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE LATE:D
i still remember you came down after work on a sunday after my competition just to hang out with my friends and I. Shisha in the afternoon!!
i will never forget that two days.
okay side track a while( if its love-train has been on repeat mode ever since 1230) this song is really nice
If it’s love
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That’s enough for me
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That’s enough for me
i still check your FB from time to time to check whether anyone has taken you away.
Date:
Friday, May 14, 2010
Time:
6:59 AM
:)
okay i'm gonna revived this blog with super duper emo post. now i know what's has been making me feel so weird the past 8 months. you. and missing you,i realised that i have yet to get over you fully. Standing next to you just now made me realised everything. how you were the one i really wanted. (
This does not mean that i was playing with you. i just did not feel right and did not want to hurt you if we so happen ended up in a relationship.i'm sorry for having led you now and probably what jonathan said about me was true afterall. i know i'm starting to treat you differently but i dont trust girls anymore.)
okay you can call me a jerk, but i know it takes a lot of courage to admit one mistake.(quoted from someone)
Shaid once said he wished to be like me,being able to get over girls fast. Maybe his right, maybe his wrong? true is i'm a good actor, on the outside people always see me as this happy guy who has alot of friends and people going after me. But in the inside, i'm totally different, not being able to get over friends, funny thoughts running all over my mind before i sleep.
Why is it so hard to get over you?why why why why why why? i do not know whether to be angry with you or what? Angry cause you walk out of me and manage to over things in a instance or happy for you cause you may have found someone better?
but one thing is for sure, even though i'm not suppose to,
i still like you S.L