mankind is to dependable on technology!!!
especially me. my wireless is out and thus i'm not connected to the outside world! not knowing where and what time trainings are, friendship with friends are on idle!

so baybeats with tharenii is the sex. And i guess that's all. The bands were okay only and oh i saw mr ezal! my secondary school teacher playing for zero sequence! Well i guess the best band this year would be anberlin hands down? Fans went crazy, i even saw a mother and daughter among the crowd!and please a group of CHINESE guys actually wanted to start moshing to them. is like wth? how do you even mosh to this kinda song? its just plain weird. head banging is okay, but moshing?no way!oh well, i guess there were having too much fun/.

alright this is for tharenii and for all those who think that this might just fit you.

First of all.
Be patient. Results won't show overnight. So if you wake up the next morning and realise nothing happen, don't be frustrated!

Next,
Don't just have breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday. Eat up to 6 portioned of meals/snacks a day. Eating 6 times a day you give your metabolism a constant need to be working. And when i say snacks, it does not mean chips and junk food but FRUITS, VEGETABLES.

Here comes the fun part!
Since you want to go for a run in the morning, you have to be very discipline cos on a holiday like this, we would probably sleep in!
Wake up around 7am for your breakfast and wait at least an hour plus for your food to digest before you go for a run! If not, you would probably end up killing yourself:D and you wouldn't want that to happen right.
So run for around 2km/30mins non stop.
After your done with your run, do around 5sets of 20 push ups. by then i guess you will be dead. if not you can always add 5 sets of 20 sit ups.

But since i know your character and i'm guessing you probably wouldn't be waking up so early just to run, you can always do this.
4 counts of 40 jumping jack:D followed by your push ups and sit ups.

that's about what i know and what you can do.
oh yea remember to drink lots of water and have sufficient rest.

blog hoping and i started wondering to myself why do ppl suffer so much after a break up? is it because of the memories they had or is it because they still liked each other after their breakup. i'm not some genius in answering this question cos i have yet to be in one but yea a fren told me sometimes a couple breaks up because they love each other too much.don't really understand what that means and i certainly don't wanna experience that. There are friends out there where i wish i could help them out but however i don't wanna give them ill intentions that i'm interfering with their personal life but at the same time, their my friends and i don't wanna see them down and stuff. So is it better to risk the friendship and talk to them or just lay back hoping they would get over it soon?


sometimes, waiting for a person to reply on msn or reply a sms is like a ticking timebomb. you will never know when they will reply probably never, probably now? And the feeling sucks, wanting to know whether that person has read you message and decided not to reply or is simply just busy. But i guess that's just life, you can't have everything the way you want and there will be ups and down. duh, otherwise there wouldn't be a word called challenges.

standing ovation the nicest thing a performer could ever get?
yea that's not only the nicest but the best a performer could ever get.
your being told that not only do they like your performance,but they love it and they appreciate you.


relating that back to life?
what's the nicest thing someone could ever get?
well simple, just for their love ones to judge us not just by our cover but judge us deep down and our intention.

example, not to judge a person that his a flirt just because his always with girls. Another example, not to judge a person that he doesn't care about you just because he does not show any care at all?

The reasons for the above two. the first one, he may be handsome/cute and the girls are attracted him and thus starts crowding around him and not the other way around where the guy goes around trying to talk to a girl and starts attracting attention. The second one, he probably does not want to make you think that his being irritating and thus he wants you to have space.Cos sometimes, having to little space of your own is also called being controlled. Which would be better, a person texting you every hour asking where you are,who are you with or a person calling you at the end of the day and asking how your day was?

so yea i'm not pointing this post to anyone but its just a random rant that i have heard from friends or experienced. so chill man if any of you is getting pissed already.

so i would love to have someone who would love me for who i am and what i do and really understand me. Is that really hard to please? i don't think so. i don't mind anyone,pretty or what so ever. okay i think people is gonna judge me just because i said that sentence.

on a lighter note, the joke of the week!
shai: no wonder you can't get a girlfriend
me: why? 'with that wth face'
shai: cos your more expensive than the girl!

yea that joke came about because i met shai at crystal jade that day around 1am? and i was carrying a tommy hilfiger bag when i met him and the first thing he did even before saying hi was, josh is that real? and i said yes and ta da, the joke came about.

some stuff are not meant to be seen. what are people so busybody as to look into stuff that they probably not meant to see. it will only lead to distrust and someone being heart broken between both parties.

oh well, school's over. that's the good thing. wait, the good thing is, sleeping in!!!
alright so here comes the bad part about the holiday. Kayaking expedition, dragonboat coaching, climbing and soccer. yap you got it right, holiday is gonna be pack with all the "exciting" activities. okay exclude climbing cos it really is fun.

so here's just a little update bout life so far
hmm fujitsu lappy crashed right before ut. so here i am using my compaq laptop at home. gonna fix the fujitsu one when i'm not so lazy.
RP FUTSAL LEAGUE
hahah yea was looking forward to it. what can i say about it. i'm not really dissapointed or glad with the outcome of it but yea i know everyone gave their best for all the matches. oh well there's always tmr. final day!

what's life without mistakes and regrets? We will never learn if we are always perfect. mistakes are becoming the in-thing now.