& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that ugly dimple and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am fat and overweight but I hate macs and carls junior. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am fat and overweight but I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Time:
5:24 PM
I know that we won’t ever really be close again, and that hurts more than you know. But all I can really ask for right now, is for you to be a decent person. Maybe even a decent friend. Because I need something, anything. I just need some ounce of hope that things will look up again for us, that we haven’t lost anything. Because right now all I have are memories, which hurt to remember, knowing I won’t ever have them back. I wonder if you know how much this hurts for me, to go each day without you, to see you not care. And there are days, just moments, when I think that maybe this day will be different, and maybe things are turning around, but those are just moments that fade away quickly. And I know that in the long run, I know that you’ll never be here. You will never be here for me again. And that hurts, because no matter what, I have, and will always be there for you.
Date:
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time:
6:59 AM
for the first time in my entire poly life i wanted to go home right after school but i remembered that my sister stole my house key and i had to wait till someone's home before i could go back. Thus went out with few of the climbers to the flyer for popeye! Had a duper fun time with them, its been a long time since we hanged out tgt beside training. And i made a fool of myself over there! I mistook marina barrage with flyer. I said i wanted to go to the lawn and walk around but everyone said nooooooo that's marina barrage!! And i have no idea why we started talking about bi-sexual relationship and whether i would date a malay girl.
oh well should i partial tmr? or should i just get a nifm!
Date:
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time:
6:21 AM
training! what's training?
was support to have training today.But after the whole team changed into our attire and was about to go down, we decided to cancel training! We all didn't have the mood to just step into the boat and paddle:) Thus we packed up and went opposite for a swim! We were still having our training in one way or another. We were in the water and we were having a team bonding session!
Met sista after that and we went holland V! i didnt see her for a long time cos she went for a long flight. Had crystal jade for dinner. And while having dinner i found out that my sis knows the owner of frolick! as in the person who opened it. HOW COOL IS THAT!!
Date:
Friday, January 8, 2010
Time:
8:53 AM
skipped class again! omg, this week's result is gonna be like shit man. probably the worst in rp so far?
oh well,decided to skip class again cos it was seriously boring TTM! but i had a bad time deciding. If i stayed in class i would be bored to death cos i could only do my ppt and if i went to the booth, i would be bored to death cos we would be doing anything else except lepak-ing. But yea finally chose to go down. And it was a good choice, cos i seriously enjoyed myself today so much more then yesterday.
kay kay i'm feeling sleepy already. fatique of training plus late night shows ( GOSSIP GIRLS! Woo hoo!:) okay that stupid. The weekends are here! But there's open house tmr and Dragonboat on sunday. dam that!
ciao!
Date:
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Time:
6:18 AM
Skip the first UT of my poly life today. But i have LOA so its okay and i doubt i would pass so double yay! Open house today was an epic fail. The other people at our booth were the people from other booths. I'm sure this is the same for the others.Right? But the good part of it was the shirts! Its the nicest RP has given me. I have been dam slack this whole week. Monday i didn't do much for ppt, tuesday i didn't do my RJ, wednesday i partial-ed and today i had LOA. I wonder what would happen tmr. Should i skip and just slack at the booth? it would be much more entertaining then just sleeping in class.
Date:
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time:
7:29 AM
yap i partial class today. It was engineering design anyway so i couldn't help it. It has been getting more boring by the week. Couldn't take it so i cabot class with the climbers. We went to bukit timah to play pool! Woohoo, been a long time since we went out together. Anyway went back for training after that, wasn't in the mood to train today. Like seriously, we were all tired and all, but we still got to cos we wanna be STRONGER and BETTER!
managed to get the position of coach for fairfield dragonboat team. Guess my busy period is starting soon again. Hope i can get better result than last year. I should be able to! Training starts next week and competition is in march! Wish me luck!
Date:
Monday, January 4, 2010
Time:
4:57 PM
okay okay time to do a proper update and make this dusty blog alive again.
just gonna give an update on my 3 weeks break!
i will just list everything down and elaborate later:)
-Dunman sec leadership camp
- Clubbing
- zai's birthday
- SEG camp
- Christmas Day
- New year's day
-outings
so to begin with, Dunman sec leadership camp! firstly, i overslept big time! Was suppose to report for work at 7 but i woke up at 830! It was the easiest camp i ever did but at the same time, the hardest! ironic i know but we didn't have to do much. And that's the hardest thing for us trainers to do. We always need things to do otherwise we would just die, which we almost did. It certainly brought some of us closer and relive old memories. Like me being a HIMBO as usual.
ah dam i didn't take a pic there:(
moving on, this point does not have much to talk about. Err went zouk, st.james? And i did the usual stuff people do at clubs? Drink, dance? Okay another place where i forgot to take pic
Zai's birthday! one of the best birthday i went to last year. Cos its with the climbers! Woohooo:)
Was at downtown and i had to leave early cos i was suppose to wake up at 4am the next day which everyone know that i didn't.
Hmm Chirstmas day, i will start with christmas eve. Went over to joezer's house for party with his folks. Felt kinda weird cos it kinda was a family thingy and we were there! Nevertheless they made us felt welcome even though we didn't know each other. And it was the first time i sang carols. For your info, singing carols isn't my thing. Went to ice cube at sengkang after that to enjoy the first few hours of chirstmas. Had crepe, not that nice but still edible! Taught cyrus how a real man should eat and talk!
Christmas day. met the usual peeps for supper at timbre@substation! the cool band was playing again and did some nice covers! Left the place around 2am.
SEG camp!! i wanted to pon it at first cos it was on the first 3 days of my holidays but tiff made me go in the end. somehow i ended up in the same group as the griffins peeps.And the good thing is, i knew almost every one in that group. So yea, my group was the most hectic among all. But i guess that comes with a bad side, all the game master were bias against us. Not letting us win at all though it was so obvious the other group cheated.
okay i'm getting bored with this. I have been typing this post since 9 am! okay a brief one about new year. celebrated the new year by night cycling from east coast all the way to changi! hell shack after that and i slept through the whole day. got home at 8am,waking up only at 7pm. had changi village nasi lemak again after such a long time.
okay done:) see ya