What could i say, I was behaving differently during dinner at hard rock just now. Even my frens could tell. They said i was trying to act happy. Well, what could i say but yea,i was different. There was an empty chair and it was meant for you just in case you changed your mind.i would totally have totally been normal and it would have been more enjoyable.

A girl who was hot(according to my frens) wanted to take a picture with me, i refused at first but i said yes after a while. Next comes the part where she asked for my number but i said no thanks. And i got fuck by my frens after we left. A wasted opportunity gone? I didn't tell them this just now, i didn't want to do all those things because of you. But now come to think of it, i was just being foolish. You wouldn't even care if i took a pic or started smsing her!

hahaha took the train with kat and we started talking about all sort of stuffs! Felt different after some stuff she told me. Plus after she left, the first song on my ipod was GIVE ME A SIGN(breaking benjamin) and when i was on my way home in the cab it was HOW DO I LEAVE WITHOUT YOU. wonder what's the next song gonna be.