standing ovation the nicest thing a performer could ever get?
yea that's not only the nicest but the best a performer could ever get.
your being told that not only do they like your performance,but they love it and they appreciate you.


relating that back to life?
what's the nicest thing someone could ever get?
well simple, just for their love ones to judge us not just by our cover but judge us deep down and our intention.

example, not to judge a person that his a flirt just because his always with girls. Another example, not to judge a person that he doesn't care about you just because he does not show any care at all?

The reasons for the above two. the first one, he may be handsome/cute and the girls are attracted him and thus starts crowding around him and not the other way around where the guy goes around trying to talk to a girl and starts attracting attention. The second one, he probably does not want to make you think that his being irritating and thus he wants you to have space.Cos sometimes, having to little space of your own is also called being controlled. Which would be better, a person texting you every hour asking where you are,who are you with or a person calling you at the end of the day and asking how your day was?

so yea i'm not pointing this post to anyone but its just a random rant that i have heard from friends or experienced. so chill man if any of you is getting pissed already.

so i would love to have someone who would love me for who i am and what i do and really understand me. Is that really hard to please? i don't think so. i don't mind anyone,pretty or what so ever. okay i think people is gonna judge me just because i said that sentence.

on a lighter note, the joke of the week!
shai: no wonder you can't get a girlfriend
me: why? 'with that wth face'
shai: cos your more expensive than the girl!

yea that joke came about because i met shai at crystal jade that day around 1am? and i was carrying a tommy hilfiger bag when i met him and the first thing he did even before saying hi was, josh is that real? and i said yes and ta da, the joke came about.