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2010-09-21T23:05:00.000-07:00

to travel is better than to arrive

There's only one path to take to be what you want in life

But if you choose that one path, doesn't mean you have to ban all the other ones.

I realise its what happens along the way, that counts.

the stumble, the fall, the friendship

its the journey not the destination

you have to trust that the future will work itself out like its suppose to.

give yourself the chance to live your dream.

2010-09-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright because I like, the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there, and hear me cry

But that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Gotta watch you burn like a pyromaniac
Look at the way you made me act
So obscene, not even a time machine would take me back,
To a time when gravity couldn't hold us down we had to be,
Together, 24/7, anything else seemed like blasphemy,
Now it's a catastrophe, I'm mad at you, you mad at me,
What happened to us? Its sad to see, I'd rather leave,
Then irritate eachother skate b4 we hate eachother,
Fates got something greater that's waitin patient for each of us...
Don't turn around girl, you know you had enough,
Just go in peace now, yeah throw them deuces up,
We went from two to one, now back to two again,
And despite what we been through, I still call you my friend,
I love you so much, that's why I gotta let you fly,
We had our moments baby, see em all in the blink of an eye,
So spread your wings cuz there's better things, when you sore up high,
And reminisce on this final kiss as we say goodbye...

I'm not afraid, to let you know,
To take a stand, And let you go,
When the weather turned to rain,
I felt you slowly drift away,
You left me lonely to feel the pain,
Girl I can't believe you'd do me that way

Because pictures speaks a thousand words

2010-09-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

Haha everyone has been talking about their photos on the wall. Time to come out and stop being quiet about mine. Its been there for awhile and it has always place a smile on my face everytime i see it.

Words may not come from the heart but pictures certainly do.

You guys were not placed there just because you look good in the pic but because I'm glad to have known you. For some of you who have notice, someone whom i used to like for a long time isn't there. To me its simple, if you can't be bothered. Its fine.

But this people have made me who i am. For better or worse, that's for you to decide.

The two people in the middle picture means the world to me and are dam precious to me.Omg i wonder what would have happen if i didn't meet you guys?

Anyway here's my new loot!

A-JAY'S ONE headphones!! hahahah omg, its the sex i tell you. It gives you the clubbing experience every time you put it on. The bass is just superb. And transformers song of cybertron, that's syukri's. Some toy figurine that he bought. How old already still buy toy huh.

2010-09-04T00:10:00.001-07:00

Hey meet my bestest best friend anyone can have! * searches through all the photo albums*

Opps don't have! Hehe but seriously people, i don't have a proper picture of us to show you guys. Don't be sad okay. We don't take much picha together:(

My bestest best friend has seen me through my thick and thin, all my highs in life as well as the lows, heard every ranting from my mouth.

My bestest best friend likes to call me a MAT. Because i look like one and dress like one.

My bestest best friend has gone through every single bullying i do (but she complains though). All my ong bak moves as well as my sorcerer apprentice spells.

She has seen the most himbo side of me anyone would probably see. Thats because i feel comfortable with her. So for the rest of you too bad! Go home and cry!

She makes my break so much more interesting in school. Alway commenting about how popular i am in school. But i love disturbing her that guys are always staring at her :)

I will be dam sad if one day she gets attached! We can't spend time together anymore! But oh well everyone thinks we're together so what's there to be afraid?

Though we are just best friends, I really treasure every single time we are out for a meal, movie or just walking around. You could easily substitute me with any one of your friends. So i'm grateful to you for this. Sorry for the times i made you piss ( knowingly or unknowingly)

Best friends for life with a pinky hook okay?

Libra and Aries

2010-09-04T00:05:00.000-07:00

The fire sign of Aries is completely opposite to yours. Some astrologers believe that this combination is a good match. That’s probably because opposites usually attract. This is only partly true and you need to look more closely at this combination.

One of the most significant differences between you is that Aries is decisive and gung-ho: they make decisions in an instant. You tend to be very anxious about making errors in judgment, so you have trouble making up your mind. Aries hates to be wrong too, but they have a strong ego so they just jump in; they want to be seen to be right.

Where Aries sees things from one perspective, you’ll argue many positions in a discussion. This will drive them crazy! Are you with them or against them? Aries is quite different from you in this respect: they’re quick off the mark when it comes to telling people their views, and they always seem very sure about what they think.

Also, you’re quite sympathetic to all sorts of positions on the big issues. You would like Aries to be the same, but it’s hard for them to make concessions.

You’re very sociable and need to explore conversation and people generally; Aries prefers to skim the surface and then move on to new conquests and experiences.

Basically, you have very different personalities and your styles are sometimes poles apart.

over the weekend

2010-09-03T23:18:00.000-07:00

Alright so i went to climb for a while, its been dam long since i last climb. Need to get my form back especially when comp is end of this month! die already, how to get back the form after not going training for like 3weeks? Confirm get last position :( BUT i hope not lah.

And yesterday! super impromptu decision to club. We were at zouk for Julia's uni pagent. Ended rather early which was 9plus? We all had the intention of going home at first, but slowly one by one all decided to club. So we went phuture! And yesterday was pack as if you were like a sardine in a tin can!Can't move. But the songs at the end made up for it:) "just gonna stand there and watch me burn but thats all right because i love the way you lie." ( inside clubbing beats)

2010-08-30T10:18:00.001-07:00

Thailand trip! 4 days there :)

VIP baby:) that's the life. Seperate lift for you. Seperate dining area for you. And nice scenic view of bangkok! Yup, 72th floor. One of the top view too! There was only my sis, me, my dad and mom on the floor. Shiok.

There you go! Views from the 72th floor. I forgot to take pictures at night though :(

alright so here are the ppl involved in the trip. Yeo family!

Obviously there's me too. Patience people!

and here are the amazing food! YUQI ESPECIALLY FOR YOU. AND I PUT ON WEIGHT:(

and among all the glam food, there are certainly road side food too! i'm not too atas okay.

that's my dad trying to crack one of the many coconuts that i bought.hehe

and here is joshua's guide to having a pedicure!

and ANG YUQI! your suppose to bring me here how long already:( i found it in bangkok!

and lastly photos that i have no idea where to put it!

that's like S$90?

okay here's me with my grumpy face signing off. I was grumpy thanks to some guy who was snoring away on my way back to Sin. Luckily i had my head phones:)

2010-08-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

dam, i always forget to update this space.

alright so i decided to go back night safari to work and i guess it really reminds me why i wanna work in the service industry. Receiving all the smiles from tourist, all the positive remark can really make your day especially if its a fucked up one. And knowing that you made their day really make you wanna do the same for everyone.

i think karma is getting back at me in poly. i'm starting to regret all the things that i did during my secondary life now.

2010-07-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

What would life be if i didn't met you. Would this one year be different?

So for those who have yet to know.

Yes i pierce my tongue for quite some time already. 95% innocent and 5% bad ass!

Thailand in a month's time. Can't wait. shopping spree! I'm leaving one day after yog which is 27 aug. 9th Aug, anyone wants to go marina barrage and watch fireworks with mua?

2010-07-13T10:17:00.000-07:00

hahah found this on the net. True much!

LIBRA MAN

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy( HAHA OMG, IF ONLY THIS IS ME). He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Those that are red are the one which i think talks about me. I have no idea horoscopes or whatever this thing is called could be so true!

Germany

2010-07-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

HI GUYS. Okay my favourite team since 2 world cups ago,Germany,is in the semi finals:D told everyone at the beginning they would win it but no one wanted to listen to me:(

Anyway I had a dream two nights ago.it wasn't a nightmare neither was it a sweet dream. I don't usually get dreams when I'm sleep too.I'm too tired to actually dream man. So the dream goes like this.I was by your side and we were holding hands. We felt it was weird but we didn't care cos we knew we had each other. BUT here's the catch.it isn't who you all think it is:) It was the most unexpected person. And on the same you started talking to me again!coolness much?

rock master

2010-06-26T10:24:00.000-07:00

Alright so France and Italy are out if world cup.Germany is playing against England later. Monday Monday Monday.to go school or not?

Alright so the previous 2 weekend I had were burned thanks to rock master. The hardest boulder comp in Singapore. Which I agree:) so I was at marina barage today and omg the sun was out to kill us!its surprising how if it rains alot we are happy but if the sun is strong,we complain.

Okay dragonboat comp coming up next week! I think? Which means another weekend gone:( oh well

Spain:(

2010-06-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

Does it mean if a person who you have not seen/talk for a long time but you can't forget someone you really really wanna be with?

If I want to move on with life I have to forget about you but I have no freaking idea how. Not talking to you doesn't seem to be the answer. I hope you would want me to move on as well and stop being in this dumb situation.

But in any case this is the longest I have actually liked someone:)

camps!

2010-06-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

Okay back to back camp is over plus rock climbing bonding camp. Major eye bags going on right now baby.

I should say SP is definatly different without you around. No more going to you for answers even though we get fuck most of the time. I think things are better this way. We are growing up, and are able to handle clients better. You once said we wouldn't survive without you but we just proved you wrong:)

I'm really starting to lose my patience with you. And your slang? Please,its a total turn off okay? And your not cute/pretty or watever you think you are. So stop acting. A million thanks from me and everyone out there.

Something that just caught my attention. maybe for this one I'm taking things to far. But oh well,this is what blogs are for. To rant :)Hello you don't have to tell everyone your single and how free you are. So what if your single? No one cares, okay maybe those guys who likes you. But the rest of us?

So am I suppose to say I'm single and how free I am? Are the rest suppose to say that too?

Please

2010-05-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

If you ever mention in your blog or if i find out who ever told you about me, i will kill him myself.

Either way i already know who that person is. Who else would wanna talk to you about me from my class?

Look,you two wanna have msn conversation, sms, call and talk go ahead. I don't really care. But just one point. Don't make me one of your freaking conversation topic.

And i know you have been talking to my friends,asking about me.

You don't have to talk to the climbers and my classmate (in general, i don't wanna name names but you know who) about me. Cos one way or another i still find out what you ask them. That's what best friends are all about. "Not including the classmate."

okay, "turns angst mood off"

let's see what my holiday is gonna be like.

30 may - 5 june i will be working.

that's 168hrs of work! ewww, and consider the fact that i sleep for 3hrs per night, that's 15hrs for the whole week! pathetic much. But the good news is i brought my two buggers (syukri & jabir)

to work. So their sort of under me:)

And the second week of holiday, most probably going genting on 8june-10 june!

To sum it off, i'm gonna screw the remaining uts i have when school reopens.

Joshua!

2010-05-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Looks like I'm the cause for all my friends friendship with someone else. Fuck you Joshua. You thought it was funny to open your mouth and mention that exact same word all the time. Well now you know it isn't and what you've done. You don't deserve to be called a friend. You should just stop socialising and just hide.do yourself and your friends a favour.

Joshua Justin Yeo

injured

2010-05-21T12:15:00.000-07:00

Okay go ahead laugh at me. Got a busted infraspinatus (back muscle) and left bicep. Now when I cough,my back muscle would ache up. Seriously pain. I'm just lucky that my knee is behaving itself and not misbehaving. Time check, 3.15am.why aren't I asleep. Oh cos I've been watching glee!! Hehe it's a nice show I guess.every episode has some learning point one way or another.I just hope I don't get bored of it like gossip girl:( I really did like that show!just that the plot was really getting rather obvious.

Kay gonna sleep now.

winning post

2010-05-20T10:52:00.000-07:00

I should sleep earlier and get my ass to school on time and get a better grade.

Joshua yeo if you continue doing what your doing now, you can forget bout going year 3 okay? Ut is later and have you studied? No.why not? Cos you rather care bout a girl, msn,facebook.

What do those things do to you in return?
The girl doesn't like you(accept it), msn and facebook makes you waste time eventhough it helps you to socialize.

You better sleep now.it's 2 and I bet your gonna
-oversleep and be late for school
-still care for that girl
-use msn after you end this post.

Yours fucking sincerly,
Joshua Justin Yeo

2010-05-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry to those whom i have flared up to. Especially climbers.

i get pissed off easily during this period of time so please bear with me and try not to irritate me:) TYVM!

And sorry for all the one word replies on msn/sms and being so monotone on the phone.

Give me time and i will be back to normal!

soon kay? i promise:D

oh oh!

Syuks and I MAY be joining a reality tv show on channel 5. hopefully we get selected:)

this was one of the questionnaire question.

Describe your perfect day.(Being the himbo me, I'm gonna write this)

Knowing its MONDAY!! The start of a new week with new challenges.

I"M A HAPPY GUY NOW!!!

only you know why!

you bloody fool

2010-05-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

My craving for a cig finally gave in today.I starting smoking. I'm just hoping that I do not get hook on it:( well what do you expect a person who is going through this to to?

Plus I drank during first break with an empty stomach.I swear after the last drop was in my mouth,I wanted to vomit. I was choking and stuff. But well after drinking and smoking I certainly felt better:) seriously seriously. Okay this is for all you guys who were there in school Amanda,Shiqin,wan number 1,wan number 2 , Ashraf,edzuan.

P.s. My freinds saw you going out of class and walking pass me. They called you a bastard but I scolded them.

I hope your seeing this.
let's meet up,have a chat!
I want to end this.
Yes or no?

say things only if I mean it

2010-05-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Like what the title says,say things only if I mean it.

Okay so I told her everything I had to.well almost. But everything I said was the truth. And if your seeing this somehow,i really meant what I said.

Will there be anyone like you? You told me to look hard. I tried.

I like you not exactly because how you look like but more of what you are.
You told me your not as good as what I think you are. But seriously?I don't
mind.

Three nice songs being played one after another.
If it's love-train
Tears in heaven-Eric Clapton
Annabel-alesana

iPhone

2010-05-15T18:35:00.000-07:00

I hate blogging with iPhone cos it auto changes my words and my past few post has alot of errors!and worst thing,I just realise it:(

just my luck

2010-05-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

I shall start with nbcb!wat time already still ask me go down?could have at least told me a few days before right?luckily I was in my home already.otherwise how?

Anyway I shall declare myself a coward.you were right infront of me just now with my frens and instead of saying hi to you,I stood behind and asked my frens to come forward.thinking about it now,what the fuck was I doing?being scared to meet you?I can say only one thing.your the only girl that I'm scared to meet. But why should I be scared.your just her,nothing special.

BUT

i still remember the msg that you send, telling us that we should take things slowly.

i still remember the time when i didn't have anyone to eat dinner with, and you were at sengkang. But you came all the way down just to have dinner.EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE LATE:D

i still remember you came down after work on a sunday after my competition just to hang out with my friends and I. Shisha in the afternoon!!

i will never forget that two days.

okay side track a while( if its love-train has been on repeat mode ever since 1230) this song is really nice

If it’s love
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That’s enough for me

i still check your FB from time to time to check whether anyone has taken you away.

:)

2010-05-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

okay i'm gonna revived this blog with super duper emo post. now i know what's has been making me feel so weird the past 8 months. you. and missing you,i realised that i have yet to get over you fully. Standing next to you just now made me realised everything. how you were the one i really wanted. (
This does not mean that i was playing with you. i just did not feel right and did not want to hurt you if we so happen ended up in a relationship.i'm sorry for having led you now and probably what jonathan said about me was true afterall. i know i'm starting to treat you differently but i dont trust girls anymore.)

okay you can call me a jerk, but i know it takes a lot of courage to admit one mistake.(quoted from someone)

Shaid once said he wished to be like me,being able to get over girls fast. Maybe his right, maybe his wrong? true is i'm a good actor, on the outside people always see me as this happy guy who has alot of friends and people going after me. But in the inside, i'm totally different, not being able to get over friends, funny thoughts running all over my mind before i sleep.

Why is it so hard to get over you?why why why why why why? i do not know whether to be angry with you or what? Angry cause you walk out of me and manage to over things in a instance or happy for you cause you may have found someone better?

but one thing is for sure, even though i'm not suppose to,

i still like you S.L

2010-04-23T00:52:00.003-07:00

hi everyone!

this is just to show everyone that my blog is still alive and kicking!

more updates to come:)

2010-03-04T09:00:00.000-08:00

hello people!

fellow stalkers and friends of josh oh justin. welcome back!

alright this post would be about my 9 days climb trip to malaysia with the most awesome bunch of people which is *drum rolls*

CLIMB REPUBLIC PEEPS. Most awesome bunch of peeps ever known. seriously.

so we went to camp 5,batu caves and putrajaya climbing centre. i'm lazy to lazy what which place is, go check online if you really wanna find out! alright so here are some pics of it

2010-02-13T06:58:00.000-08:00

school's out bitch! bye to year 1 hello to year 2! but i'm just scared i have to repeat one module. i need to do well for ut 3!

oh well, what a great way to start my holiday. With a pulled muscle:( and i can't do any exercising for the next one month. But well, since when did rules stop me from doing anything? i'm goin on a training trip to malaysia from 17feb to 26 feb! okay yes i know your thinking, WHY MALAYSIA? well apparently, the climbing places there are one of the best! or so i heard. and on 27 i have a soccer match. So i just hope my thigh won't give me any trouble from now till then. It can give me problem after that for all i care!!

Now i have to find a job with good $$$$. Even though i'm already working now, the pay is shitand i'm having conflict with the boss. well, for all your people who wanna know what job, its a dragonboat coach.

and let me tell you about this person i just met. Her name is yuqi and she's the nicest person one can meet! seriously, even though she can be MEAN at times, i'm sure she doesn't mean it. RIGHT? hehe :)

2010-02-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

Its Julia's birthday today, so....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU!!!

Here is a shout out just for you! Its been great knowing you for like 3 years already? Thats dam long man. Continue to train hard for dragonboat and study hard as well!I'm sure you can excel in both! and i have a piece of skin missing thanks to you.

2010-02-02T07:01:00.000-08:00

stayed back with few of the climbers after school in the library.

Security guard: "walks in"

" I need all your identification card"

one of us : " Why?"

Security guard: " i don't know"

One of us : " who ask you to come?"

Security guard : " i don't know"

one of us: " how come you don't know anything then want to take our identification card?"

Security guard: " i was only send by the office to come and find you"

This is the kind of security guard that republic poly has. like freaking dogs. don't know how to ask the superior anything. come down only to get shot by us. WOW!

2010-01-24T16:55:00.001-08:00

Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something you never really had. What could've happened, didn't. It's just the way the cookie crumbled. This is my goodbye to you. I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

2010-01-21T17:24:00.001-08:00

I know that we won’t ever really be close again, and that hurts more than you know. But all I can really ask for right now, is for you to be a decent person. Maybe even a decent friend. Because I need something, anything. I just need some ounce of hope that things will look up again for us, that we haven’t lost anything. Because right now all I have are memories, which hurt to remember, knowing I won’t ever have them back. I wonder if you know how much this hurts for me, to go each day without you, to see you not care. And there are days, just moments, when I think that maybe this day will be different, and maybe things are turning around, but those are just moments that fade away quickly. And I know that in the long run, I know that you’ll never be here. You will never be here for me again. And that hurts, because no matter what, I have, and will always be there for you.

2010-01-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

for the first time in my entire poly life i wanted to go home right after school but i remembered that my sister stole my house key and i had to wait till someone's home before i could go back. Thus went out with few of the climbers to the flyer for popeye! Had a duper fun time with them, its been a long time since we hanged out tgt beside training. And i made a fool of myself over there! I mistook marina barrage with flyer. I said i wanted to go to the lawn and walk around but everyone said nooooooo that's marina barrage!! And i have no idea why we started talking about bi-sexual relationship and whether i would date a malay girl.

oh well should i partial tmr? or should i just get a nifm!

2010-01-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

training! what's training?

was support to have training today.But after the whole team changed into our attire and was about to go down, we decided to cancel training! We all didn't have the mood to just step into the boat and paddle:) Thus we packed up and went opposite for a swim! We were still having our training in one way or another. We were in the water and we were having a team bonding session!

Met sista after that and we went holland V! i didnt see her for a long time cos she went for a long flight. Had crystal jade for dinner. And while having dinner i found out that my sis knows the owner of frolick! as in the person who opened it. HOW COOL IS THAT!!

2010-01-08T08:53:00.001-08:00

skipped class again! omg, this week's result is gonna be like shit man. probably the worst in rp so far?

oh well,decided to skip class again cos it was seriously boring TTM! but i had a bad time deciding. If i stayed in class i would be bored to death cos i could only do my ppt and if i went to the booth, i would be bored to death cos we would be doing anything else except lepak-ing. But yea finally chose to go down. And it was a good choice, cos i seriously enjoyed myself today so much more then yesterday.

kay kay i'm feeling sleepy already. fatique of training plus late night shows ( GOSSIP GIRLS! Woo hoo!:) okay that stupid. The weekends are here! But there's open house tmr and Dragonboat on sunday. dam that!

ciao!

2010-01-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

Skip the first UT of my poly life today. But i have LOA so its okay and i doubt i would pass so double yay! Open house today was an epic fail. The other people at our booth were the people from other booths. I'm sure this is the same for the others.Right? But the good part of it was the shirts! Its the nicest RP has given me. I have been dam slack this whole week. Monday i didn't do much for ppt, tuesday i didn't do my RJ, wednesday i partial-ed and today i had LOA. I wonder what would happen tmr. Should i skip and just slack at the booth? it would be much more entertaining then just sleeping in class.

2010-01-06T07:29:00.000-08:00

partial partial partial!

yap i partial class today. It was engineering design anyway so i couldn't help it. It has been getting more boring by the week. Couldn't take it so i cabot class with the climbers. We went to bukit timah to play pool! Woohoo, been a long time since we went out together. Anyway went back for training after that, wasn't in the mood to train today. Like seriously, we were all tired and all, but we still got to cos we wanna be STRONGER and BETTER!

managed to get the position of coach for fairfield dragonboat team. Guess my busy period is starting soon again. Hope i can get better result than last year. I should be able to! Training starts next week and competition is in march! Wish me luck!

2010-01-04T16:57:00.000-08:00

okay okay time to do a proper update and make this dusty blog alive again.

just gonna give an update on my 3 weeks break!

i will just list everything down and elaborate later:)

-Dunman sec leadership camp

- Clubbing

- zai's birthday

- SEG camp

- Christmas Day

- New year's day

-outings

so to begin with, Dunman sec leadership camp! firstly, i overslept big time! Was suppose to report for work at 7 but i woke up at 830! It was the easiest camp i ever did but at the same time, the hardest! ironic i know but we didn't have to do much. And that's the hardest thing for us trainers to do. We always need things to do otherwise we would just die, which we almost did. It certainly brought some of us closer and relive old memories. Like me being a HIMBO as usual.

ah dam i didn't take a pic there:(

moving on, this point does not have much to talk about. Err went zouk, st.james? And i did the usual stuff people do at clubs? Drink, dance? Okay another place where i forgot to take pic

Zai's birthday! one of the best birthday i went to last year. Cos its with the climbers! Woohooo:)

Was at downtown and i had to leave early cos i was suppose to wake up at 4am the next day which everyone know that i didn't.

Hmm Chirstmas day, i will start with christmas eve. Went over to joezer's house for party with his folks. Felt kinda weird cos it kinda was a family thingy and we were there! Nevertheless they made us felt welcome even though we didn't know each other. And it was the first time i sang carols. For your info, singing carols isn't my thing. Went to ice cube at sengkang after that to enjoy the first few hours of chirstmas. Had crepe, not that nice but still edible! Taught cyrus how a real man should eat and talk!

Christmas day. met the usual peeps for supper at timbre@substation! the cool band was playing again and did some nice covers! Left the place around 2am.

SEG camp!! i wanted to pon it at first cos it was on the first 3 days of my holidays but tiff made me go in the end. somehow i ended up in the same group as the griffins peeps.And the good thing is, i knew almost every one in that group. So yea, my group was the most hectic among all. But i guess that comes with a bad side, all the game master were bias against us. Not letting us win at all though it was so obvious the other group cheated.

okay i'm getting bored with this. I have been typing this post since 9 am! okay a brief one about new year. celebrated the new year by night cycling from east coast all the way to changi! hell shack after that and i slept through the whole day. got home at 8am,waking up only at 7pm. had changi village nasi lemak again after such a long time.

okay done:) see ya

2009-12-24T22:30:00.001-08:00

It really upsets me when you complain to me about how ugly you are and how no one could ever love you. Why can't you see that even though I know you're a bit of an asshole, I would still kiss you and never ever stop if you just gave me half a chance. I know all your flaws and I still want you. Stop complaining. You have me already. And you damn well know it.

2009-11-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

hey guys! if your wondering why i haven't been updating, that's because i'm using twitter now! kinda addicted to it :D so yea if you want the link, come find me!

2009-10-27T17:41:00.000-07:00

Outing with irritating guy yesterday. We were like tourist okay, got lost and forgot how to get there.Managed to find our way there in the end when we realised we are in the wrong place. Campus corner! and i swear his like a girl. Took hell long to decide which pair to get.Let's say a total of 1hr was spend there? Walked over to town after that and started talking about everything possible to talk about!Had our dinner and went home after that!

2009-10-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

double O yesterday with aaron and johnston and sis!

Weird combo right, who would ever thought that i would club with my sis. Anyway it was a good choice! everything was paid for! From entrance fee to the drinks!Dragon bomb, tequila shots, F lamming Lamborghini and beers! headed over to st.james immediately but too bad, it close already. So we had out early breakfast at bukit timah. Reached home around 6am and poof, off the dream land straight away!

2009-10-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

What could i say, I was behaving differently during dinner at hard rock just now. Even my frens could tell. They said i was trying to act happy. Well, what could i say but yea,i was different. There was an empty chair and it was meant for you just in case you changed your mind.i would totally have totally been normal and it would have been more enjoyable.

A girl who was hot(according to my frens) wanted to take a picture with me, i refused at first but i said yes after a while. Next comes the part where she asked for my number but i said no thanks. And i got fuck by my frens after we left. A wasted opportunity gone? I didn't tell them this just now, i didn't want to do all those things because of you. But now come to think of it, i was just being foolish. You wouldn't even care if i took a pic or started smsing her!

hahaha took the train with kat and we started talking about all sort of stuffs! Felt different after some stuff she told me. Plus after she left, the first song on my ipod was GIVE ME A SIGN(breaking benjamin) and when i was on my way home in the cab it was HOW DO I LEAVE WITHOUT YOU. wonder what's the next song gonna be.

2009-10-15T10:00:00.000-07:00

hahah let's see how many of my wishes came through.

Okay first one,

Go to school and spend a break with asshole!

-Hmm i did go to school with asshole but i didn't have asshole all to myself during any breaks!

W35R celebrating with me

- well they did celebrate with me and it was a freaking awesome one. I got a surprise when i went into the canteen. They had a cake for me! they bluff me say no cake. And i had to do pushup to take the candles out. Super embarrassing okay. Everyone in that area started staring at me and laugh. But i had fun!

FUN!!

-kay, it started off well and it ended off well. But the middle wasn't really good. But overall i did have fun!

2009-10-14T08:50:00.001-07:00

Humans tend to not realise what they have lost until the moment they lose it. Why? im not so sure about that but from what i know i woudnt wanna go through that. I lay down on my bed every single day expecting tommorow to be a better day but when the next day comes, nothing is certain. You plan but nothing goes as plan so what do you do?

-taken from Shaid's blog( which i so totally agree with!)

2009-10-13T06:55:00.001-07:00

alright i guess this would be a more proper and decent wish list compared to that time. Let's see how many comes true?

Go to school and spend a break with asshole!
W35R celebrating with me
A fun day

See,my wish list isn't very complex!people say my wish list is short/don't know what to buy for me is because i have everything that i want? ahahaha funny to the max man!!

2009-10-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

emo post!

i guess the saying "be careful what you wish for,it might come true" really works.

I have always wished for a girl who would take a while to like me. Someone who likes me for my character and not my looks. And that i have to work my way to make her like me. But i have never asked for a situation like this!

i can be all happy and cheerful on the outside but inside, its another thing. And well that's because i have good frens that i can share with which helps me contact my emotion where it should be. Okay maybe not all the time.

To asshole,

i don't know how i should say this, but i wanna be truthful but at the same time not scary:D

I know this part would be kinda unfair to you.

I know that i will wait for you cos i know my feelings are here to stay but what i'm afraid off is that my waiting would be in vain. Like come on, there are other guys who likes you as well and what makes me so sure that i will be the one and not them. Some of them have nicer body, smarter, richer so why me? i can understand the situation you are in and you would probably be speechless if i were to ask you about your feelings. I hope that by saying all this things, it would not affect our friendship:D

kk done! end of emo part.

I drop alot of hair while typing that man. cos i keep pulling my hair. anyway i think i would be rather disappointed when my birthday comes? my hopes are rather high that something special would happen but i guess it just a dream.

2009-10-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

i'm having a headache!

hahaha well, a week in sem 2 has pass. That's fast i guess. Didn't expect it to be this fast. Anyway at see oh went to meet asshole and her friend at toa payoh yesterday. And i got lost after reaching the mrt station cos asshole didn't know how to get there. But luckily someone is smart enough to find his way around! Had a fun making fun of kat while she was doing her hair. On the way home with asshole, we saw many interesting things like girls and a cute little black american who started crying after a wall hit him.

And today! 5men crew dragonboat. What can i say, we had a setback yesterday, ivan couldn't paddle because he had a sudden asthma attack and i had to find a replacement for the team. But the problem is, he wouldn't know our team tactic and stuff. Anyway we found one and he had a super short briefing of our tactic. And guess wat, we came in second for our heats! Faster than some schools:D

SHOUT OUT TO ASSHOLE!

HEY ASSHOLE, CAN YOU STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE FOR ONCE AND BE NICE TO ME:D
AND I WANT TO BOOK YOU FOR THURSDAY BREAK!

2009-10-08T19:47:00.000-07:00

TGIF! NOT. haha i still have a very busy schedule over the weekend! 5-men crew dragonboat competition over the weekend. My body is crying for rest ever since my event in malaysia. i only slept for 2 hrs during the trip. And before that i had trainings almost every other day! Asshole said that my eye bags are popping out:( its that bad man.yucks.

2009-10-07T20:09:00.000-07:00

i swear to you, vectors is really killing me. Don't know a shit that is happening in class. Maybe that's because i'm not listening in class but i'm doing my own stuff! oh well my grades will be very good this week. I don't think i'm tune back to studying yet. I don't even listen during class man!
As school start, my day gets more boring and my post gets shorter and shorter. I don't even know how some people can blog what they did in school!
oh well, I like my class:D

2009-10-05T06:58:00.001-07:00

what a great way to start the new semester off. I was freaking late for school man! and i got a -0.5 for that. I forgot to bring some stuff for some asshole and i had to return home just to find out i got lock out of the house cos it was lock from the inside!well,what could i say except my brain is usually off till i reach school.i'm like a dumb fuck in the morning.

What did i learn in school today from 9(that's the time i reach) to 330? get ready, how to give a speech! cool right? how often do poly teach something like that man. I would like to spend my birthday with you!or maybe not. I should have gotten to know you better first. The way i talk to you is different from last time!

2009-10-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

just got back from malaysia and immediately my mood changed.
I shouldn't be a busy body and read what i'm not suppose to know. Well i certainly paid the price for doing it. All the effort i've place in, is it going down the drain? i don't want it to. will blog about my event in malaysia another day. emotions running all over the place now.

sometimes, love can make you do things that you never imagine you would do.
sometimes, you may do things for a person and not realise your in love with them

2009-10-01T10:22:00.001-07:00

so not looking for school and certainly it has spoilt my mood and i really don't feel like going malaysia. damn that.

anyway my wish for my *ahem ahem*
argh shit, i can't paste things over here!
nevermind, what i wanted to paste were a harness, belay device and a new climbing shoe!!
interested parties can contact me if they wanna know the details:D

now off to pack my bag for my not so eagerly waited oversea job.

2009-09-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

If the world is gonna end tmr, what are you gonna do with the remaining hours?
Slack it away or spend it with your love ones?

We all know the world is coming to an end sooner or later and when it does, will we be seating and waiting for it to end or will we ask our close friends and family out for a meal.

2009-09-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

kk an asshole wanted me to update my blog cos she wanted to read it.
alright so i guess i will give a brief summary of how my week went. kay, we all know i have climbing on mon, wednesday and friday. Dragonboat on tuesday, thursday, sat and sunday. So yea by the third day which was on wednesday, i nearly fainted! Come on, imagine you don't have time to rest and you can feel the fatique in you. but i bet if the asshole would do this, she would probably just die on the first day:D
yup so beside trainings, i still have to finish up my amazing race project. 2nd -4th oct man! can't wait. imagine, 30 people in 5 different group racing around malaysia to become the champs. Pretty cool huh.

What would life be if we decided to hate everything around us? Would it be a better place for me?
personally, i doubt so. I tried it a few years back after some stuff went wrong. Life became rather boring i should say. Not talking much to anyone, getting annoyed with the slightest thing.

We can all say i hate this and i hate that, but deep down inside, do we really hate it? Sometimes we talk without thinking. A split seconds and you can say i hate you. But have you really considered what would life be if two of you became enemies.

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2009-09-17T10:24:00.000-07:00

i need to fucking sleep now, but a part of me is asking me not to. Its telling me you ain't doing very well and i should be there to help you out. But i wouldn't be notice,yes?

freaking full day tmr, have to be in fairfield by 10am which means i have to wake up at 830! after that i'm gonna have a meeting with my clients which is at 3.after that got to rush down for amelia's birthday at 7pm!
sorry guys, can't go for training tmr. i got to relax and chill.

2009-09-16T20:25:00.001-07:00

pimple breakout!
fuck.i'm screwed

2009-09-16T11:13:00.000-07:00

We all want a partner who likes us for who we are. we don't have to do all sort of funny stuff just to get their attention. That wouldn't be us anymore, we would be someone else.

Someone who takes relationships seriously, and not just because some random person tells them he/she likes them, they fall in love with that person who uses just 3 word. They may be playing hard to get, but its all because they want to see whether you really meant what you say and whether their feelings for you are true. a person who will cherish you whenever their with you, and think of you when their not with you. Always having that butterfly feeling in their stomach when they meet you.

someone who will not leave you for another person who tells them he/she likes them.

kay update time!
i have been super busy the past two weeks, and whenever i get back home to relax and chill, my head would hurt badly. My fren told me, i'm leading a more stressful life than a normal 18 year old kiddo. some updates about my week, thursday: meet up with dragonboat crew to sign forms and stuff, friday: meeting with clients for oversea amazing race. Sunday to monday: ubin trip
i don't even have the time to rest well and recover. Plus don't forget i have my climbing trainings on mon, wed and fridays. my weekly resting day would be on sat? gosh you do not know how much i look forward to that day. for me it TGIS(thank god its saturday).
Right now, all i wish is for someone to be there for me. not as a soul mate but as a fren who would help me go throught this crazy period of time.

2009-09-13T10:41:00.000-07:00

it felt weird after telling you and both of us knew it.
i guess we were meant to be friends after all:D

anyway for all guys out there who is trying to impress a girl," It is useless trying to impress women. IF they are listening to you at all, they are already as impressed as they will ever be.
True?

oh did you hear the package deals on how to handle a break up? let me know if you need any assistance:D

first package:
For a nominal fee, one of our operatives will approach your soon-to-be ex-partner in the street, hand over a cardboard box containing returnable personal items, and say:" look, it's not you, it's him okay? take care of your-self.BYE"

second package:
our operative will take your almost-ex to a coffee shop in an upmarket mall, buy them a coffee and say, " look, she was recently involved in a long term relationship that hurt her quite badly, and while you are a very special guy and she will always cherish the time you had, she just isn't ready for that kind of commitment. You know?"
our operative will provide kleenex, issue a reassuring pat on the back and wait around long enough to say:" there, there. let it out, you will feel better afterward."

third package:
our TOP operative takes your former beloved to dinner at a swanky restaurant. They dine on find foods and champagne. After a pleasant hour of conversation, our operative slides a brown envelope across the table, stuffed with doctored photographs, fake autopsy records and a certificate to prove, that you are dead.

fourth package:
we come round and kill you:D

2009-09-11T20:52:00.001-07:00

i'm gonna call her, but she WON'T pick up.
well at least she knows i tried:)

2009-09-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

Friends

one of the greatest things any human being should have. To get you through the times when your feeling down, sharing the burden with you, enjoying the greatest moments you have and much much more.
But still, why do some people want to talk bad about people behind their backs? Will it cause you to have more friends? Will it make you more popular among your friends? NO! it wont, the only things you will get is of cos, people hating you and they will have to degrade themselves just to talk behind you back. Which is so not worth it of them.

Talking behind people's back will only make them more aware about you when they tell you stuff. They never know when you might use this against them. It will also make you become one of their top enemy. They do no want to be associated with you and the only reason why they talk to you is to find out who your gossiping about this time.

If your having problems with someone, sit down and talk about it. its easier than you think it is. If you find it uncomfortable, get someone to accompany you. But don't intimidate the other person into thinking that your gonna beat him/her up.

life would be alot better if there isn't any gossiping around. We can place all our efforts into something that is more useful say getting a dance in order?In the end, we should always give in to one another if we want things to go right.

Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

2009-09-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

The spaces between your fingers were created
so that another's could fill them in.

Been eating macs either for supper, lunch or dinner the past week. I'm so gonna become fat. Here i am telling people how to lose weight and i'm putting on. i'm at least what, 75kg? And to add on. i had thai buffet yesterday! ate pretty alot considering the fact i arrived late. We ate for a solid two hours. okay cool, my sis just told me she wants to order macs. i can feel the fats growing in me already. i should start working out already, maybe its because of the holiday that is making me lazy. oh well all this is gonna end so. Work is gonna pile up in two days time. and i think i won't even be able to find time to eat.

how do we tell someone something we have been wanting to tell? wishes do come true but sometimes, we are afraid that things do not go the way we want.
For example,love. you like this person and you think that person likes you.Considering their actions. But after confessing, you realise thats not how the other person feels about you and it becomes a one sided thing. you stop talking to him/her because you think its the end and the friendship ends just like that.
we all know how sucky this kinda thing are right. we all want things to go our way. Sometimes by waiting, its too late either. they may end up liking someone else because they think your not interested in them.

please show a sign or smth? your a wish come true that's all i have to say.

2009-09-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

2009-09-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

a typical girl next door look would be fine, i dont think that's very hard to find right?

i was called valentino by steven today. I guess during his time, valentino was the name used for someone who has alot of girls wanting him and has no problem getting a girlfriend
But i wonder, whats the point of being a valentino if you can't even get the girl you want?telling my friends that i have been single so far has shocked most of them. Sometimes,i don't understand why their shock. isn't it alright to be single all your life until you found someone that your really want and you would do anything for them?

but i can't say that i'm some holy guy who has no flings before and stuff but i guess that if we aren't meant to be together, things will probably become bad from every direction. And i'm also not saying that if we are meant to be together, things will be smooth sailing all the way.but things will work out between us and stuff.

Now, i've got the girl in mind, told her what's it like if i were to like someone but i just can't seem to tell her. I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANOTHER HUMAN BEING!

2009-08-30T22:42:00.000-07:00

mankind is to dependable on technology!!!
especially me. my wireless is out and thus i'm not connected to the outside world! not knowing where and what time trainings are, friendship with friends are on idle!

so baybeats with tharenii is the sex. And i guess that's all. The bands were okay only and oh i saw mr ezal! my secondary school teacher playing for zero sequence! Well i guess the best band this year would be anberlin hands down? Fans went crazy, i even saw a mother and daughter among the crowd!and please a group of CHINESE guys actually wanted to start moshing to them. is like wth? how do you even mosh to this kinda song? its just plain weird. head banging is okay, but moshing?no way!oh well, i guess there were having too much fun/.

2009-08-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

alright this is for tharenii and for all those who think that this might just fit you.

First of all.
Be patient. Results won't show overnight. So if you wake up the next morning and realise nothing happen, don't be frustrated!

Next,
Don't just have breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday. Eat up to 6 portioned of meals/snacks a day. Eating 6 times a day you give your metabolism a constant need to be working. And when i say snacks, it does not mean chips and junk food but FRUITS, VEGETABLES.

Here comes the fun part!
Since you want to go for a run in the morning, you have to be very discipline cos on a holiday like this, we would probably sleep in!
Wake up around 7am for your breakfast and wait at least an hour plus for your food to digest before you go for a run! If not, you would probably end up killing yourself:D and you wouldn't want that to happen right.
So run for around 2km/30mins non stop.
After your done with your run, do around 5sets of 20 push ups. by then i guess you will be dead. if not you can always add 5 sets of 20 sit ups.

But since i know your character and i'm guessing you probably wouldn't be waking up so early just to run, you can always do this.
4 counts of 40 jumping jack:D followed by your push ups and sit ups.

that's about what i know and what you can do.
oh yea remember to drink lots of water and have sufficient rest.

2009-08-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

blog hoping and i started wondering to myself why do ppl suffer so much after a break up? is it because of the memories they had or is it because they still liked each other after their breakup. i'm not some genius in answering this question cos i have yet to be in one but yea a fren told me sometimes a couple breaks up because they love each other too much.don't really understand what that means and i certainly don't wanna experience that. There are friends out there where i wish i could help them out but however i don't wanna give them ill intentions that i'm interfering with their personal life but at the same time, their my friends and i don't wanna see them down and stuff. So is it better to risk the friendship and talk to them or just lay back hoping they would get over it soon?

sometimes, waiting for a person to reply on msn or reply a sms is like a ticking timebomb. you will never know when they will reply probably never, probably now? And the feeling sucks, wanting to know whether that person has read you message and decided not to reply or is simply just busy. But i guess that's just life, you can't have everything the way you want and there will be ups and down. duh, otherwise there wouldn't be a word called challenges.

2009-08-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

standing ovation the nicest thing a performer could ever get?
yea that's not only the nicest but the best a performer could ever get.
your being told that not only do they like your performance,but they love it and they appreciate you.

relating that back to life?
what's the nicest thing someone could ever get?
well simple, just for their love ones to judge us not just by our cover but judge us deep down and our intention.

example, not to judge a person that his a flirt just because his always with girls. Another example, not to judge a person that he doesn't care about you just because he does not show any care at all?

The reasons for the above two. the first one, he may be handsome/cute and the girls are attracted him and thus starts crowding around him and not the other way around where the guy goes around trying to talk to a girl and starts attracting attention. The second one, he probably does not want to make you think that his being irritating and thus he wants you to have space.Cos sometimes, having to little space of your own is also called being controlled. Which would be better, a person texting you every hour asking where you are,who are you with or a person calling you at the end of the day and asking how your day was?

so yea i'm not pointing this post to anyone but its just a random rant that i have heard from friends or experienced. so chill man if any of you is getting pissed already.

so i would love to have someone who would love me for who i am and what i do and really understand me. Is that really hard to please? i don't think so. i don't mind anyone,pretty or what so ever. okay i think people is gonna judge me just because i said that sentence.

on a lighter note, the joke of the week!
shai: no wonder you can't get a girlfriend
me: why? 'with that wth face'
shai: cos your more expensive than the girl!

yea that joke came about because i met shai at crystal jade that day around 1am? and i was carrying a tommy hilfiger bag when i met him and the first thing he did even before saying hi was, josh is that real? and i said yes and ta da, the joke came about.

2009-08-25T11:31:00.001-07:00

some stuff are not meant to be seen. what are people so busybody as to look into stuff that they probably not meant to see. it will only lead to distrust and someone being heart broken between both parties.

oh well, school's over. that's the good thing. wait, the good thing is, sleeping in!!!
alright so here comes the bad part about the holiday. Kayaking expedition, dragonboat coaching, climbing and soccer. yap you got it right, holiday is gonna be pack with all the "exciting" activities. okay exclude climbing cos it really is fun.

so here's just a little update bout life so far
hmm fujitsu lappy crashed right before ut. so here i am using my compaq laptop at home. gonna fix the fujitsu one when i'm not so lazy.
RP FUTSAL LEAGUE
hahah yea was looking forward to it. what can i say about it. i'm not really dissapointed or glad with the outcome of it but yea i know everyone gave their best for all the matches. oh well there's always tmr. final day!

2009-08-23T08:39:00.001-07:00

what's life without mistakes and regrets? We will never learn if we are always perfect. mistakes are becoming the in-thing now.

2009-07-26T23:35:00.000-07:00

i freaking wanna kill my faci man. Seriously. his the worst faci anyone can get. We freaking got scolding and nag just because the projector wasn't working. everyone grew angry with the faci.

hmm anyway on a lighter note,yesterday had lunch at coldbar at portsdam. Good food at reasonable price! great chit chatting session over there! drove down to jp after that and i finally found a long lost snack!

2009-07-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

ignite was the shit man. hahaha mosh pitting and stuff. luckily i had great company like farhan, azri and his friends. Otherwise, it wouldn't be as fun!! but one thing spoilt it, how do ppl actually mosh to songs from paramore?

let's see what happen the past few days.
friday:
oh ppl said i became emo over wat happen? But i don't think i did. Just sad the most? people gave me all sort of reason as to why the lift was not working properly and why it wasn't as usual. hmm anyway after school was the coolest moment in RP! yea i wrote about that already

sat!

hmm woke up at freaking 6 plus am. Couldn't wake up thanks to ignite. went to belay today at anderson jc. at one point my mind totally went blank and i didn't know what i was doing!like i can't even tie the knot. yea but after lunch i was much better. could climb properly and stuff.

level one baby!

2009-07-23T23:05:00.000-07:00

I tried.
But i think we are both opening wrong doors.
Lets find the right door.

In the end, love still stand when all else fails.

hahaha no,i'm not an emo freak now. i just found it cool to say that.

Eyecandy ♥

2009-07-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

alright since my hair is screwed up and stuff i think i will grow this hairstyle! My sides are as short as those, i just have to grow my top. piece of cake:D

hmm let's see today. Rock climbing! haha yea finally we have training. Been a long time since we had training in school, all thanks to our nice fren swine flu. Did the endurance route today. It freaking hard. No one could complete at all! so after climbing we have physical. chin ups plus push up.

i'm a happy guy today! LIFT!

2009-07-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

so here are the pics when i had hair!

sup peeps, alright so the day was spend over at gab's place. football, basketball and swimming!hahaha we saw many amazing things right guys? Singapore river!! hmmm yea, the day was pretty boring. Could have been way more better.

2009-07-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

i wonder why fuck up hair stylist can actually work at a hair saloon. they should just go and kill themself seriously. I told this guy to trim my hair and he went to take a shaver and shaved my sides away. Fucking piss off. why can't they tell that what they cut is fugly. he still said give one or two days your hair will become long. the most one week.wth.my hair is as short as an army guy. that's how short it is! the worst cut ever in my entire 18 years of my life. I'm fucking gonna wear a cap everywhere i go now. he should be fired from his job

2009-07-17T22:01:00.001-07:00

if you like someone

you must let that person know about your feeling

2009-07-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

alright so now i know how the person feels when i reject their friend request. The feeling sucks man. Like your so anxious to see that person accept your request and become your fren just to find out that they rejected your request. alright maybe its just karma? hmm if that's the case i think i should like accept any single person who adds me.

enought of that. Anyway went to climb asia with the church peeps(aaron, julia and joezer). It was pretty cool. brought back memories of what i was like when i first started to climb. but overall, we all had a fun time there. one cool sentence, 'why do i have to squat down? i wanna go up'? climbers would understand why we need to squat before goin up. went chomp chomp after that. i bet that's the most i ate this whole week. We were all bloated up and stuff. aaron and i ordered 2 super huge cup of sugar cane. we couldn't finish it in the end. and we resulted with playing drinking game just to finish the cups. We back after that. Had a good time of gossiping in the car man.we became girls for a moment. reached home about 1?

pictures are blurr thus i will upload only when i get it from julia:D

2009-07-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

omg, micheal is gonna die in prison break. His gonna get shot and die. Omg what a way to end the entire prison break series. He can excape prisonS, get away from this and that just to die from a bullet wound. Oh his mom got killed by sarah:D i think i'm telling too much stuff to you guys!!

anyway yea, been a long time since i last blog. Been pretty lazy.

let's see what happen to me since i last blogged.

i got super sick(everyone thought it was swine as i had all the symtoms man)
i went out with bimbo for the first time(himbo and bimo outing!)
i got myself my rock climbing shoes which cost a bomb
I got new sticks!!!!

yap, that's pretty much my life. pretty boring i guess. Oh well this wat you get if you study every single freaking day:D

hmmm yea oh well picture time!

2009-07-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

looking through my facebook pictures especially those from the camps really did bring back lots of memory for me and i'm sure for all trainers who has gone through endless number of camps from LAC to CSPR and even Ubin. I'm sure we all miss those times where we go get high and low as one. No outsider would ever realise the bonds that we have(not trying to draw lines but yea batch one and two of t3!) you guys know how bonded we were those time. And i really miss the times where we would just sleep anywhere. The road, the sands and our hot china tents!

But yea as camp season had to come to an end and we all had to go back to our normal life, goin to different schools, different workplace.We all can pretend that we don't miss anything if someone asks you do you miss anyone? but i'm sure deep down inside all of us we do miss something.

For me that answer is simple, to all trainers ranging from the first camp that i did all the way to the last one. To name some, Kai, Xuan, Shai, Jenna, Jess, Liyana, Juliet, Sam lim,Sandra, Zee, Irene, Erna, Jia min, Crystal and to the rest that i have not mention.

The only way we can get high now is through all the gathering we have, t3 and events that are happen but it can never bring back the fun we had during camps.

I hope that the next time there is a camp during our term break we will all sign up for it and don't let the rest do that camp alright:D

2009-07-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

What happen to my anonymous fren? Where are you man!!

2009-06-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

hmm yea so RP is e-learning,which sucks for your info. People are always saying i wish i was on e-learning/i wish there wasn't school. But let me tell you this, once your on e-learning, everything changes. You would want to go back school so dam badly.

anyway, yea why does h1n1 have to spread to RP man. It has affected so many people. I can't go school with sam lim anymore.

SAM LIM IF YOUR SEEING THIS, I MISS GOING SCHOOL WITH YOU!! FASTER GET CURED!

going school has been a bored like nth thing now without sam lim. hahaha anyway i wish that this shit virus would just go away and never come back. You know i had to monitor my health for my week because i came into contact with sam lim. And everything i go out and stuff, i will be thinking about the people around me like what would happen to them if i get the virus/will they get affected too/will they hate me?

yes i don't like passing the virus to anyone. actually no one does. I would hate myself if i ever have the virus and i pass it to any of the rc climbers. They really make my life in school so much more enjoyable and they are the reason why i go school for:D and i actually hanged out with them almost everyday last week.

2009-06-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

haha the day was cool, RP has two case of swine flu!!!omg, they should close down the school man. But no, school is still going on! yap there were many rumours about swine flu being in rp and stuff but all of the dunno how many that were said, only two were true and one of them is from the class that is above mine!omg!

went for RC after that and yea, learned properly all the techniques and stuff and had some stretches after that and man i tell you, those stretches are super shiok! it really relaxes your muscles!and yap, I'm super super tired now. My eyes are closing while i'm typing this. anyway yea, can't wait for tmr.

2009-06-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

sup people

alright yesterday was cool shit. went out with the trainers till about 3 in the morning. Met up with Shai in the morning for some archery coaching session. It was super cool but i think i got heat exhausion. My lips were peeling!yap, after that went back to the office and wanted to swim! Twins came soon after and yea i became lazy so i didn't swim in the end. Went to bathe and went off to fairway at jurong!our new campsite:D its super cool.Plus with all the plans ahead that will be a super cool campsite to do a camp. Went to joel's place after that to slack awhile and man is his speaker cool. shai's place next. He gave me a shirt!!!! but its L size. so i was sort of floating in it. yea made our way to pasir ris after that to check out the trainers who were under-going rope course. headed down to town at about midnight to catch i love you man. It was totally awesome man. You guys should go and catch it. after that headed for tao hui at 2am plus and sat that talked crap. actually we talked about crap the whole day. took a cab back after that.

I actually enjoyed myself yesterday. It took my mind off all the problems i have and yea be the guy i always wanted to!

2009-05-20T23:05:00.000-07:00

my first ut of my life in RP yesterday.Pretty cool i can say. its a open book test but however its freaking hard!i can bet with you guys that i won't probably do well. maybe a C?

and after my ut i had rock climbing training!pretty awesome, i went to safra yishun for training!time pass pretty fast there, we started to climb and before we knew it,it was already 9plus!

having programming module in class now,i can say its pretty alright. had a fun time laughing at tharen's turle,its runnin a marathon!

oh well i'm pretty tired since school has started. By mid-week i will probably be totally drain out!yap and i can't usually concentrate.fuck that!

2009-05-18T17:41:00.000-07:00

alright so i went for ig yesterday.rather cool. and yea had to climb up and down and had to hang on to the rocks while the seniors tried to pull us down! then there was this part where all the guys had to climb up and hang on there for awhile and later the girls came and pull us down! And we all fell one by one! We are goin safra yishun this wednesday!i hope its gonna be cool:D

2009-05-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

This is so cool man!if only i went school that day. 4A's in a row man!

2009-05-18T00:12:00.001-07:00

hey there,i got a new blog again!i hope it stays alive this time. The old blog died already! so yea i hope it last. Anyway school's been cool, class has been great. IG?not so sure wat to take up though, but yea more or less its gonna be rc! And london has been great!

oh well,had t3 3rd batch training the last weekend and yea huda was there!omg it was so cool to see her as a trainee and not a trainer!its unusual too.like she has to listen to us and stuff.